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Thursday, December 18, 2008

my feelings sway with your emotions.
my eyes scanned through crowds to search for you.
i want to know more about you.
i feel the loneliness and frustrations in your life but they wont told.
i want to help you but i realise that i can do nothing.
i want to talk to you but i realise that you arent talking to me as a friend.

am i not the real me?
what is the real me then?
i am lost.
too lost.
perhaps that is why i am over-protective of myself.
my parents too.
perhaps that is why you dont talk to me when you are not feeling good.
perhaps i should stop talking to you.
you make me feel retarded in front of you.
i can no longer find words to talk to you.
so i shall shut up.
that is over.
you cant find me talking to you any longer.