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hahas.. super long never update le leh..
just want to update myself wat i have done last month..
Bintan camp!
hahas..
it was a slack but 'fruitful' one cause the 4 tai-tai-s got to release that we were super similar in our thinking and feelings..
a not so close the 4 yt people from the same class to close friends..
i am amazed at God's work..
hahas..
there wasnt any wall or cubicle to seperate the girls bathing room..so you can imagine rows of girls just bathing openly!
ha--wat you thinking eh?
we got wear our clothes and bathe..
hahas..the last night rained!
we got to sleep in the hotel's function room..
we were all wet and cold..
the rain drops there were icy cold..
hahas..got to know our trainer also!
he from CJC..this year 21..
waiting to go to the uni for his architect course..
guess wat? is direct masters!!
super clever can?
he from cat high..
hahas..
his name is so MANLY! hahas..
Zhang Jing Wen Gerard..
hahas..hope that the building he design next time is save..

going watch movie with him and the other tai-tai-s tmr!

next..toilet bowl project..

then great news!
i am in swimming and i made 2 friends!
Genevien and Deon..
they super joker one..
hahas..
looking forward to thurs training..






WTH!!!!
i got into CO!!!
i hate it..
i hate it!
i rather get into swimming than this retarded CCA!!!
i am going to find the teacher tmr man..
it is not as if i am experience in that thing..
just because you not enough people does not mean i have to be the scarificed one..
it is my jc life not the school or anybody else!
so dont ever ever step on my toes okay..
very frustrated and angry now..






hahas..great news!
my kor coming back home from New Zealand in about 20 hours time!
hahas..i am very excited to see him..
actually my purpose is to bombard him with all the questions that i have from my H2 subjects! Especially Chem!
the lecturer is like speaking in alien language!
she teach us how to solve the questions in a longer way..
i miss Ms Kong! she is a much better chem teacher..
but i am lucky that i can understand the maths lecture..
really reading ahead will help..
tomorrow no lectures!
whole moring spend on some cip thing and CVD..
great! release early and can go shop for backpacks!
but i hope they go somewhere near to yishun..

i applied for volleyball!
i hope to get in!






hey hey..
time to blog again..
in like 30 mins i am suppose to meet joline for a swim at yishun safra!
after which would be looking at the bowling team from yj at the alley..
should be fun i guess..
hahas..
today's schooling was like wasting time!
appointed our class chairman and woman and the respective reps..
after which viewing of the video who moved my cheese..and talks after that..
it ended around 12 pm but we are not allowed to leave school yet!
it was buying of the uniform!
girls are like in the changing room trying to fit on all the different sizes..
was kind of chaotic..

off i go for a swim!
bye for now!






HEY!
super long did not update le..like got 2 months?
hahas..a lot happened during these 2 months..
1. kor is in New Zealand and will only be back on 13 feb!
2. i am in YJC! CTG 107!
3. got to our OGLs!
4. orientation is already over!
5. i am sunbrunt! currently the skin at forehead peels..

i belong to BRAZHEM! compassionate! i am beginning to love my house. action speak louder than words! hahas.. i cant think what will happen if i am not in this house. thank god i am here!
hahas.. got to know a bunch of great guys from my class not forgetting the gals also! just another bunch of peeps which we can go siao together! hahas..
OGLs: Jamie, Jolene and Zheng Rui
these 3 peeps are no ordinary seniors! they all have to take medicine de. so crazy and funny lor!
Jamie is the man ban pai and chia xing's twin sister! but really funny with her expressions when dancing and also can chat with us for super long.
Jolene is one who will zi high and is super funny!
Zheng Rui is one who i think is the most siao one. he lost his voice only after the 1st day and is a potential zi high and the whole group will high one. he super bhb! cant stand him..those messages make me want to vomit le! hahas..just kidding..

our cheers:

1. we got a fever
we are hot and we cant be stop.(x2)
we got a front ooh
back ahh
cant be stop.(x2)
cos we are
10 10 7~!
10 10 7~!

2. we will we will
kick your butt
make you fart
all the way to pizza hut
cook the best
eat the rest
now you are in a big big mess!

3. you dont come here cry
you dont come here sleep
dont you know that 107 is the best team
yeah we are superman
yeah we are superman
yeah we are superman
yeah you are whatever!

4. OGL: guys what have we learnt today?
us: whatever man!

5. come to YJ
forget secondary days
we are the best JC
forget all the rest of them
let us burn and ignite
cos we are YJsians tonight!

i love all our cheers especially the BRAZHEM house cheers!
when the night has come and the land is dark
and brazhem is the only one i see!
oh, brazhem brazhem stand by me
oh~, stand by me
oh~, stand by me
stand by me stand by me.
oh so compassionate!

i think i am falling in love with BRAZHEM !
hahas..






new blogskin!!!
these few days had rather been boring..
nobody to talk to when the problem arises..
perhaps that is the price i had to pay for shutting friends out of my heart..
i am sick and tired here..
but people please pray for SYLVIA!!
she is going through the backbone operation today..
i wonder how is she now..

God, i know you can bring me out of the misery that i am in now. so i pray that you will and bless me like you have always. please bless Sylvia. that nothing bad will happen and that the operation was sucessful and a speedy recovery. thank you God.


i miss talking to you..






my feelings sway with your emotions.
my eyes scanned through crowds to search for you.
i want to know more about you.
i feel the loneliness and frustrations in your life but they wont told.
i want to help you but i realise that i can do nothing.
i want to talk to you but i realise that you arent talking to me as a friend.

am i not the real me?
what is the real me then?
i am lost.
too lost.
perhaps that is why i am over-protective of myself.
my parents too.
perhaps that is why you dont talk to me when you are not feeling good.
perhaps i should stop talking to you.
you make me feel retarded in front of you.
i can no longer find words to talk to you.
so i shall shut up.
that is over.
you cant find me talking to you any longer.
















it has been ages since i blogged..hahas.. well, i was in japan! hahas.. i went there with 11 other relatives and friends. just imagine such a big group of us. there was kind of happy moments, angry and sick moments. i really wish there was someone whivh i could talk to during the trip. someone who will understand the loneliness in me. but then i dont think such a person existed yet..hahas..super contradicting..

day1--singapore to narita.
i reached airport super early like 5 plus in the morning. couldnt messaged anyone of you as i know who will be awake so freaking early during holidays! hahas..the number of people in the check-in are is really ren shan ren hai.. got to squeeze in order to stand with my family..after check-in was like immediately going to the gates. i couldnt call home before i enter. anyway since ah-ma is gone, i dont see a need to call home. we managed to take a few photos before going in. and off we go! 7 hours of flight to narita airport. i got the window seat. lucky kor sits beside me. he really took care of me. once on our way back from austrialia, i cried as my ears hurts a lot. and i have to place 2 cups over my ears. and kor thought it was milk powder in it!! hello! how can it be milk powder? it is two pieces of hot cotton wool!!! anyway i was super unlucky. the television in front of me is spoiled! i have to listen to my ipod or sleep through out. very sian. the lunch on board was cheese lagsana. i dont know how to spell but there are seafood in it! first time i ate the food on board without vomitting! hahas..finally we reached but it is almost dark there! it was only 3 plus. the moon was beautiful!
perhaps vampire ought to see it. though the moon is the same. hahas..
upon reaching, our tour leader, Stanely, brought us back to hotel and told us that we could have our dinner at AEON JUSCO. the taxi fare is about 1000-1500 yen, which is S$16-24. that is from yishun to airport!! we walked there which took about 30 mins. but took the taxi back. the trip is last than 5 mins! it cost 890 yen only. so weird. anyway i ate PEPPER LUNCH at jusco! it taste the same. but cost much more. the cost of living in japan is sure huge! took a rest in the hotel room with my mom. this time round i didnt cry but remember the time when i was in yunnan. Psm and i cried when the both of us heard each other talking to our family members. it was funny come to think of it.

shall talk about day 2 tomorrow! hopefully i can grab the photos from my mum!


a thankful heart is what i should have..
i thank God for giving me a chance to be on this earth,
i thank God for letting me breathe,
i thank God for letting me to have a family,
i thank God for Jesus,
i thank God for his blessings towards my family,
i thank God for healing me from my old problem,
i thank God for being on my side when i need him or even when i dont need,
i thank God for everything that i have,
THANK YOU GOD!

why feel lonely when i have GOD?
i will not from now on!

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